BIOGRAPHY OF A BOY……….
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My
Voice……………………………………..
“Don’t judge
me by the marks I get. Always judge me by the effort I put to it.”
Free from
every tension, I was growing, expecting all goods in my life. The greatest
power, “TIME” has made me realize now at the age of 15 that time is only the
Almighty God. I was wrong I used to
think, time is bad and I have been cursed by the time. But actually, time is
prudent……….. The time has proved and
paved my way to achieve success, it’s as my best teacher.
It was 5th
January 1998 when I started crying and the whole world was laughing & enjoying and
was celebrating my crying. As my parents say I was naughty and ambitious right
from the beginning. At the age of 4, I was admitted to the school chosen by my
parents and for the whole 1 year I went to school with tears in my eyes,
shouting why it was necessary to go to school. Now, when I remember the initiation
of mine into the school, I laugh at myself as the total scenario has been
changed. I love going to school, I don’t like holidays and during holidays I miss
my classmates. I never knew how and why in grade 6th I developed that strange
and special feelings for a cute little girl which she came to know in grade 7th
and she dared to get the confirmation by questioning me if it was true……with
great anxiety I expressed my feelings. But I don’t know why everything has gone
reversed…..my tender feelings for her were underlined. Is it wrong if any
feeling develops for anyone? Today once again ,tears trembled……life was
paused. It seemed the whole world was against….Why? Now, I was all alone .Truly
I needed someone as friend to share my feelings, I needed a person who could
say me that I was not wrong…..but Alas! Nobody was there to say so. Rather all
were standing to point out my mistake and another mistake and then again another
mistake; as if I am the symbol of mistake…… what the hell the mistake was if I started
loving her.
“Love is the Mother of all virtue”……….that
lady told me then, she is my mom. Yes, she told me I was not wrong, it’s natural
whatever was happening; she further told me anything can happen at any time.
90% things whatever happen in life are creations of our own , we can respond
well but 10% things those happen in life are out of our control such as flood,
earthquake and of course the strange feelings that I have developed called
“LOVE “. The way one responds to the happenings in our life, matters. The 10% problems those are out of our
control can be responded with the help of all we have gained with 90% things
happen in our life. She guided me to channelize my love as my destination
through education and I have managed myself to a new direction towards the
zenith.
It’s true,
torch bearer shows the right path and opens the door, but all the way I and only I
have to go……
Now, it was
time to tread on the path opened by my torch bearers, with all those information,
gained from my surroundings, mother, teachers, and all elders and younger. So
clear it was then, that for a student, only a place called school is the platform
where our teachers run behind us imparting all necessary & needed Life -Skills for our better future….No moment is last, thinking this I have started all my best efforts to
make myself stand on my own and to be a good human so that I could be a ladder
placed on a strong building.
Discipline
dwells within, I have made my own routine, I follow it sincerely without fail.
I am now on the way to achieve my destination & my ambition. I wish to be a
great doctor who heals a patient mentally and physically.
Woods are
lovely dark and deep but now I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I
sleep ……Not clearly yet, I have got a reason of my life. I am going to shoulder
responsibilities of my parents and all good peoples in my life. I
regret for all, if I have unknowingly hurt anyone. I apologize for it….forgive
me for I was innocent….I need all blessings of my mentors & elders, both in school as
well as in my family.
At last,
again, I want to say, “TIME” will prove my commitments are true. My request is
only that have faith in me, I need love , care , affection and acceptance ,in fact ,every
child deserves these things to grow and to prove….I need your helping hand ,
never leave me till I am man.
“Please mom,
don’t go anywhere. I was, I am still here for you and I will be there. If by
mistake I did anything wrong, sorry for that and I promise ,I will not repeat
them. Can you please forgive me, Please…? I am still your son, S........, I am not
changed, all misunderstandings that had happened due to another third person
that is not our fault. So, why we both are suffering. I am sorry and I want My Mom back again.”
RACHNA. {Teacher}
Request………….
“Don’t worry
the child is not listening you. Always worry the child is watching you.”